Monday, May 23, 2011

Journals and an Apology

I had high hopes for today but in the end didn't accomplish much. I guess its ok to give myself a day to mourn. I didn't cry nor curl up in a ball. I felt solemn and nostalgic. I just wandered around the house all day occasionally glancing at the mess that desired attention but was ignored instead. I just wasn't into it.

I straightened up our attic last week and and found a tub full of old journals. So today I picked one up and started reading. There were good memories of trips to Utah for weddings and graduations and the stress of whether to buy a home and my pregnancy with Kate. That was a fun journal to read. My high school one-not so much. Its was humbling.

I got an email from Jason and he's made it safely. Hopefully will get to talk to him tomorrow.

1 comment:

Terri said...

I thought you were referring to your own hair and then I saw Jason's hair! Wow! Aren't you glad he's in the AF and has to keep that hair short!!

I hope the days are going fast for you. I am so glad you are back to blogging esp since I am not on Facebook.